It takes 2 people to create a child, but it only takes 1 person to create a father. The world will be a better place, once men realise this.
My son always disagree of me getting wed again. First he’s afraid that I might abandon him and second he wanted me to learn that what I have been through with his dad was the worst heartbreaking experience, that I was the victim of love. Honestly, for the years have gone by I almost forgot the saddest feelings I have ever felt before. What concerns me more is how this would affect my son’s future.
Of course he hates him as much as I do. He believes that he was a major reason why I have to run off from him physically and need to work overseas. Why he has only grandparents to look up everyday and there was no me at all. It is harder to realize that I couldn’t give him the kind of family he deserves, at this moment I just need to earn for him and for me.
I know it would be a little easier if he had a responsible father. I wouldn’t mind at all not to have his dad as my husband again. I don’t care if he had a parade of girlfriends that these women would come in and out of his life, but I do care at least he would do his part of being a father, to reach out to his son, to apologize, to make up the wasted time, to provide, to guide, to be a good example and to be responsible.
But I think this is far behind my imagination, because he is a hopeless case.
What I need to do is to help my son grow contrary to his father useless abilities. That he would learn everything in constructive way of life, which he will stand to be kind, forgivable, responsible, loving, and decent person to be.